big head full of silly
2004-08-05 @ 10:20 a.m.
My hopes are like embers lying around inside a firebed and
your mind is a firewalker, it steps on them like they are dead but
I can grow
in spite of all you know
You might not recognize me tomorrow
Yes I can change
In spite of all they say
Become something strange and
Like joy, like joy”
Liz Phair “Firewalker”
Somehow today, the possibilities seem endless.
Clearly I have lost my mind. However- I am really digging it.
It was suggested to me that I perhaps limit myself, and I believe that is true. I am feeling so “out there” today in general, that I am going to make plans to get, actually out into a social situation. I might even invite a boy.
But even if I don’t invite a boy, I am going out to see a band, and laugh and have fun.
I will also wear the three-ring circus skirt that at closer scrutiny features not only one, but two different hydrocephalic clowns. That’s two times the scary, much to sleepyzoe’s chagrin,(and plopphizz's thesaurus-head delight)
but I will embrace the scary clowns knowing that if I run, their silly oversize heads will weigh them down and I will triumph!
End of story.
The moral of the story, thus far is that sleepyzoe is afeared of clowns, that plopphizz is a smartypants with the big words, and that I am silly.