next I'll be moving things with my mind...
2003-12-28 @ 9:42 a.m.
I donít understand how this happened. But it has. And I have become increasingly aware of it.
Iím not lonely.
Even in the face of couples who are very happy together I donít find myself lonely.
My sisters are newly married, one just had her first anniversary in November, and both couples are really happy. Really well matched too.
I wonít question it. If this is the blessing that I get for ďeverything Iíve gone throughĒ I will take it.
Boy will I take it.
I mean, I know there is more out there. I am not scared for it, nor do I long for it.
I am pretty sure if I happened upon it I would welcome it.
So thatís good.
This is just so weird. Itís like discovering a new superpower. I had to to talk about it since I canít delight in shooting laser blasts from my eyes or watching my wounds heal in moments.
I guess I have to think of a superhero name to suit my new power.
The Cold Fish doesnít work, because itís not that Iím not interested.
The Wet Blanket isnít good because I am very supportive of othersí loves.